You're Killin' Me, Billy (Gates)

The realization that most people in our current society think that I’m a religious fanatic was not something I foresaw in my future when I said my ‘yes’ to whatever God was to ask me to do with my life. Back then, although I vowed my allegiance to God and promised to work for the good of the kingdom, I was just crossing the threshold from being of the world to seeking the eternal...so even though I meant it, I could’ve never guessed what that promise actually entailed.  In short, I imagined doing God’s work and in doing so, I would more or less, get encouragement and support from many; for what could be a more noble endeavor? I must of brushed over all that talk of the persecution of Christ’s followers in the bible :-) Many can understand this sort of thing if they relate it to the vocation to married life. That is, most of us couldn’t anticipate the work and suffering that goes into authentically loving a spouse. Not to mention that attaining a joyful, balanced, and happy marriage would require a sort of dying to yourself. This truth is basic spiritual knowledge for if God is love and He sent His son to die a horrible and excruciating death for our salvation, we can see that suffering is necessary in this life and can be redemptive. And although I’m guilty of asking the cup to be passed on many an occasion, it is through that difficult suffering that the best fruit has been produced time and time again. That’s just the way it’s designed, so we might as well ask for the graces to embrace it so that we can do a better job in carrying our crosses and offering them up...there are souls that rely on this act whether they know it or not! 

Good stuff on redemptive suffering:
"There is no substitute for experience, especially the experience of suffering...
Wherever the Pope (John Paul II) goes, and to whatever group he speaks, his message on suffering is always the same: Be patient and endure the cross of Christ, but at the same time seek to find ways of relieving human suffering caused by hatred, injustice and greed."
Read the whole here by Fr. Hardon here:
http://www.therealpresence.org/archives/Martyrs/Martyrs_006.htm

http://www.wordonfire.org/resources/homily/redemptive-suffering/667/


Many times we are given the gift of getting to see the good fruit produced from our work or suffering on this side of heaven, but many times we will not be permitted to see the good gained until after our earthly deaths. If you are weak like me, and perhaps need a bit of motivation outside of a perfect act of love, I find that thinking of the everlasting merit and envisioning a great triumph, such as aiding in saving a soul, softens the temporal discomfort and difficulty. 

If you’re ready to admit what goes on with Christians of this day, it’s not hard to surmise what my reality actually is. That said, I am one blessed woman and have been afforded great graces, gifts, and a certain solace through and after each trial or ‘battle’. My life is filled with frequent laughter, joy, and peace. I also have a very special, devout family and a few close friends who support me...I am one of the lucky few in that. If you'd like to start helping the kingdom, the Church gives us some good direction in how to do so. For our benefit, Corporal Works of Mercy and Spiritual Works of Mercy are laid out for us:

I'd like to point out that some of the corporal works are intertwined with that of social justice work. Work like helping the poor, homeless, elderly and vulnerable, fighting for minorities, etc. does still warrant some praise from this culture. It is important to note that though this work is essential to do, sometimes certain forms of it can get mixed up in the whole ‘equality’ in gender and race, sexual identity, and reproductive ‘rights’ confusion of the day. This can be problematic (via sometimes you're inadvertentley condoning things that are not in line with the faith), however there is usually a way to avoid direct compliance in these misguided services.  We can see many instances where this work is taken over by government programs which are not founded with pure intentions, nor with honorable men. Sadly these programs often end up enabling many by making it far too seductive to rely on the government.  By failing to educate the whole person and/or offer true opportunities to help oneself when possible,  band-aids are put on the problem and, too often, the incentive to succeed is taken away. There's a thin line between helping and enabling. This truth is important to keep in mind when you want to see a friend or family member happy, but encourage them (by words or just by keeping quiet) when they are attaining that 'happiness' through immoral means. 

I find that many underestimate or ignore the importance of the spiritual works even though we have several chances each day to take part in them. The very important work of fighting to save babies,  for real health care, for religious freedom, for the education of the whole person, and authentically loving others through sharing the light, that is the word of God, gets you shushed and written off. Never mind the nonexistent ‘attaboy’ praises. Instead, when you are sharing truth, people are screaming, suing, and slandering you for all your (mostly unpaid) work. It's no wonder people aren't lining up to take part! Indeed, we are living in a diabolical world so infused with confusion that we can’t call a man a male because of his biology or a baby in the womb a person, so what else can be expected? What’s a just man to do? 

Endure. I believe this is the main message for the faithful today. We must faithfully endure and be a sign of hope (Jesus) to the world. Endure the mocking, endure the punches, endure the heart wrenching illustrations of our country (and world) being swallowed by the great darkness of the culture of death right before our very eyes. Endure the dismal state of our church with knowledge that it will NOT remain like this for much longer.  Endure the loss of ministries and the abundance of the lukewarm that eventually leads to loss of faith. Know that we will someday see our Church placed in it's proper place and filled with believers who are steadfast in their faith. 

Mallet's 'The Age of Ministries is Ending'

Endure the whole of this storm that is gaining vicious momentum at this time. How? First and foremost by CLINGING to Jesus Christ who is our ONLY refuge. If you want the shortcut there, it’s through Our Blessed Mother. Secondly, by praying, a lot, and from the heart. Thirdly, by true faith which is love in action. By enduring not ignoring the state of the world. Just by speaking up every now and again you can be that light that will shine amidst the darkness of this day. The catastrophic dismantling of the family is due, in part, by too many of us staying silent on the passing of disordered laws, acceptance of unnatural relationships, and even the backing of deeds done stemming from mental disorders. When faced with situations like this we need to step up and really LOVE the person which, in many cases, means gently guiding them to the truth (which differs from their desires and feelings).  For those of you who cannot see it yet, God is shaking us down! That’s right, He’s separating the faithful from the unbelievers at this very time; even from within our own Church. He has to... for it has been written.

I find it fascinating in the way it is unfolding. All this chaos and all this mess is not a punishment from God as we have seen in the old testament, but rather, it is a natural and direct consequence to our decision as a whole to keep God out of picture and worse, our fight to go against His word and direction for order.  

St. Paul writes: 

"upon them a strong delusion, to make them believe what is false, so that all may be condemned who did not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness." (2 Thess 2:11)

and

"Understand this: there will be terrifying times in the last days. People will be self-centered and lovers of money, proud, haughty, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, irreligious, callous, implacable, slanderous, licentious, brutal, hating what is good, traitors, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, as they make a pretense of religion but deny its power." (2 Tim 3:2-5)

and the Catechism of the Catholic Church states:

The Church's ultimate trial

675 Before Christ's second coming the Church must pass through a final trial that will shake the faith of many believers.⁵⁷⁴ The persecution that accompanies her pilgrimage on earth⁵⁷⁵ will unveil the "mystery of iniquity" in the form of a religious deception offering men an apparent solution to their problems at the price of apostasy from the truth. The supreme religious deception is that of the Antichrist, a pseudo-messianism by which man glorifies himself in place of God and of his Messiah come in the flesh.⁵⁷⁶

676 The Antichrist's deception already begins to take shape in the world every time the claim is made to realize within history that messianic hope which can only be realized beyond history through the eschatological judgment. The Church has rejected even modified forms of this falsification of the kingdom to come under the name of millenarianism,⁵⁷⁷ especially the "intrinsically perverse" political form of a secular messianism.⁵⁷⁸

677 The Church will enter the glory of the kingdom only through this final Passover, when she will follow her Lord in his death and Resurrection.⁵⁷⁹ The kingdom will be fulfilled, then, not by a historic triumph of the Church through a progressive ascendancy, but only by God's victory over the final unleashing of evil, which will cause his Bride to come down from heaven.⁵⁸⁰ God's triumph over the revolt of evil will take the form of the Last Judgment after the final cosmic upheaval of this passing world.⁵

***So, let's get back to what I started with (got to love a good tangent) I never foresaw many of the difficulties that I would face, but God sure did- and he prepped me for them all my life. Of course He did- as He preps each one of you for your mission. The conditioning is just different for each person as their God-given mission is as unique as their DNA. I believe a bit of my prep had to do with building some pretty thick skin which is coming in pretty darn handy at about this time in my life ;-)  When I was working against the kingdom, I made this strengthening process much more difficult than it had to be, but God works with all our decisions (even the bad ones) to produce good.

A little update on a trial I’m going through which I mentioned in my last post- that is my Maggie showing symptoms of autism. As I said before, I really did not want to go there. There as in her symptoms being triggered by vaccines. Honestly, here was an instance where I asked that the cup be passed. I mean I’m already quite the outcast for not only being a 'Jesus freak', but as one who is a devout Catholic who believes in all of it. I certainly did NOT want to add being anti-vax to my identity. That is one small swimming pool to be part of! And make no mistake- I too desire to be part of a community (we all do)... but what I desire is not what really matters. That is to say, that even if you stand alone for God, you are to do so and, hopefully, with joy. Here's a prayer I took from someone and tweaked a bit for myself:

‘God, please send your Holy Spirit to enlighten, strengthen, and guide me in this daunting endeavour and always. 

Please show me only that which I need to know in order to do the work you have planned for me (in this case to help heal my daughter, Maggie, and other children that share her condition).

Help me to adequately discern what to share and what to keep private’

I have learned a lot this month! As any mama with a sick child does, I have delved into what I could do to help in Maggie’s recovery. I will not write much more about Maggie’s story at this time, but I would like to enthusiastically report that we have seen tremendous steps towards recovery! But still I ask you to keep her in your prayers as we have a ways to go.

I'll add that when a mother tells you that something is wrong with her child, the empathetic response would be to acknowledge her statement, offer an ear, and perhaps some support. Regardless of what YOU think or what YOU have seen, try not to downplay her concerns. I know many of you who do this have good intentions and I've done it myself on occasion. I know most of you just don’t want this mama to worry anymore, but here's the deal- we know what we’re talking about and, chances are, it’s taken us a walk down a hellish highway and back to even be able to voice to you our observations. Our concerns have already been dismissed by countless doctors and other medical field workers. Trust me when I tell you, we have been made to feel crazy and disillusioned. This all the while witnessing the neurological downfall of our precious children after certain vaccinations.  Doctors say things like “this 105+ fever is normal; but bring her to the ER if she goes limp”, or ‘she’s just developing her other skills right now’ (because she can no longer speak), and ‘she’s just tired- are you making sure she gets enough sleep?’, or “she’s anemic because of too much milk” (well doc she hasn’t had a drop of milk because she can’t tolerate it but I’m not gonna tell you that again after the lecture I got last time), and “sure she’s small but she’s not starving or anything- give her some extra fig newtons”, or a just plain “I don’t think you’re certain when you say she hasn’t looked you in the eyes, answered to her name, or engaged with you in 5 months”. Can you imagine the frustration? So after you realize you’ll be getting no guidance from the doc (of course when they turn about two and can’t do the normal stuff, then they’ll send you in for a torturous evaluation, proceed to tell you that your kid is indeed on the spectrum and that you can’t do much except some behavioral therapies and meds. These meds will keep their immune systems taxed and their brains inflamed, but hey, maybe they’ll stay zoned out long enough for you to get some work done). So with that 'help' you start to find some actual remedies that work (thank you internet and DAN! doctors) and start to heal your child on your own. Then this happens:

“No one believes he had anything wrong with him to begin with. People think these recovered children were misdiagnosed. The reason recovery is controversial is because we are healing these kids by treating the injuries caused by the vaccines or the environmental toxins rather than the autism itself. When we treat these things, the symptoms of the autism get better. The medical community is terrified to get within 10 feet of detoxing metals out of these kids because it will point the finger directly at what everyone is so scared to admit. Vaccines CAN trigger autism.” -pg.22 in ‘Mother Warriors’

So to end this emotionally charged segment, I will tell you that vaccines, as they are distributed now, are absolutely, unnecessarily dangerous and we are being deceived. If you can’t bear to look into the truth of vaccines and you have a small child, please, at the very least, carefully monitor them physically and behaviorally before and after their scheduled shots. (taking videos help) Most serious adverse reactions may occur on days 4-6 and 14-16 post vax. (guess when my Sophie girl had her first hospitalization?) Look for high fevers, rashes, and most telling, changes in temperament. If you notice any of these, start spreading out those shots- no matter what. I wish I monitored Maggie- I would’ve seen that her system couldn’t handle the normal schedule of shots as she exhibited signs after her 6 month vax round. Think your child handled his vaccines just fine? Chronic skin problems, allergies, asthma, hyperactivity, ear infections, chronic colds and coughs, delayed speech and walking, and behavioral issues are just some of the less severe vaccine reactions that may affect your child (for life). This is not far fetched folks. Once you understand how the body responds and behaves to toxic injections it will make perfect sense. Like parenting isn't hard enough, now dealing with these chronic conditions is the norm- but hey if this stuff helps in your feelings that you just can't handle more kiddos- well that's just an added bonus to the agenda at large.
In case you can stomach a closer look into vaccines here’s just a couple links:

Watch one or two of these very COMMON stories: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8G_Mm3aTaA8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LMcO4PHnFWs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPw08IRikH4
And this from a former Merk employee (big vax manufacturer)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUduiwgHMQs

Don't get me started on Dr. Offit:
http://vaccinepapers.org/dr-paul-offits-aluminum-deceptions-academic-misconduct/

This is informative:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36_qz2beMaE

http://www.thehealthyhomeeconomist.com/six-reasons-to-say-no-to-vaccination/

If you're Catholic and/or pro-life:
https://cogforlife.org/vaccines-abortions/

 

I’m going to try to keep this part short, but it is chock full of layers-dark and deadly ones at that.

Someone else is trying to shake us down, only this shakedown is not an act of mercy nor is it aimed in bringing people to the light-. Of course we know that the devil has always been up to that, but in this instance I’m talking about a mere human with a ton of money, power, prestige...and the most evil of direction. I present to you Bill Gates (and his posse). I’m not on some smear campaign and barely took note of ‘ol Billy until I came across the fact that he has a whole lot to do with three integral things that directly affect all of our lives and those of our children. I pray for this man and his family- He needs many more prayers than he has money, so I beckon you to add him to your prayer lists as conversion is possible for the most serious of sinners. (Apparently he sporadically attends a Catholic Church with his wife and kids but he's not sure he believes in God:
 http://www.catholic.com/blog/karl-keating/is-bill-gates-insane

As usual, I seek to give you some information to sift through so that you could help in prayer, word, and action. Please take note of Gate’s meddling with his character in mind and then reconsider your support for vaccines, our food supply, and our education system (as they are now). I will simply share with you some of Billy’s work and words and you will notice how his hand is currently immersed in our medicine (primarily in terms of vaccines), our food (big corp Monsanto), and our children’s education (shall we say calculated evil in Common Core). If you have just a couple minutes, watch this  video for a good synopsis of what he’s been up to. 

https://www.facebook.com/groups/406118029526831/?multi_permalinks=687185544753410&notif_t=group_highlights&notif_id=1463828875264237

listen at minute 2:39 for a more detailed version of his Ted Talks presentation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WUJMR3BUm2s

Common Core is awful. I'd love to explain at length here, but that's for another post. If you don't think it stinks you haven't looked into it thoroughly. How did this evil agenda come into most all of our schools so quickly? Why aren't the schools that know that it stinks dropping it? Because it's unrolling (and bankrolling) was all carefully planned out by some powerful people with dark ideas. Of course, they were able to dupe many with their sneaky roll out scheme and through their greater good terminology that this was all created to help the children. Bologna.  

" If the interest that billionaires like the Gates and other Common Core advocates displayed in revising educational standards were merely about dumbing down the math and language skills of children across America, that would be bad enough. But the ramifications of this process do not stop at the ability to add, subtract, or spell. They go right to the heart of a vision for society that was laid out over a century ago, and perhaps most baldly articulated by President Woodrow Wilson (in his 1909 address to the Teachers Association)  where he admitted:
“We want one class of persons to have a liberal [classical] education, and we want another class of persons, a very much larger class, of necessity, in every society, to forego the privileges of a liberal education and fit themselves to perform specific difficult manual tasks.” -https://www.corbettreport.com/why-common-core-must-be-opposed/ 

Look here to get a glimpse of it's one size fits all education plan:

http://reason.com/blog/2014/09/30/watch-bill-gates-confirm-everybodys-wor

Look here to see some of his Common Core funding:

http://www.theblaze.com/stories/2014/12/22/how-bill-gates-bankrolled-common-core-in-2014/

Here's some insight as to how CC came into schools so swiftly. You'll have to copy and paste it into your url as it's locked:

https://www.washingtonpost.com/politics/how-bill-gates-pulled-off-the-swift-common-core-revolution/2014/06/07/a830e32e-ec34-11e3-9f5c-9075d5508f0a_story.html

Now, shall we talk food? If you watched the Gates video you saw how much money he has in Monsanto and that is some bad news especially given that Monsanto has said that it's goal is to control 100% of our food! Now let’s connect some more dots. Let’s talk Zika. If you google this you will find many articles discrediting the following: 

"As the Zika epidemic “spreads explosively” around the world, pregnant travelers have been put on pause due to the virus’s suspected association with microcephaly, the congenital condition in which a baby’s head is abnormally small.

While the link between the mosquito-borne virus and microcephaly has yet to be scientifically proven, Argentinian and Brazilian doctors have suggested an alternate culprit: pesticides. The report, written by the Argentine group Physicians in the Crop-Sprayed Towns (PCST), suspects that pyriproxyfen—a larvicide added to drinking water to stop the development of mosquito larvae in drinking water tanks—has caused the birth defects.

The authors said that the pesticide, known by its commercial name SumiLarv, is manufactured by Sumitomo Chemical, a Japanese subsidiary of Monsanto.”
-http://ecowatch.com/2016/02/12/larvicide-cause-not-zika/

Here's a video where this theory is explained: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRjCnCyhHd0

and this:http://www.march-against-monsanto.com/vaccines-gm-mosquitoes-and-bill-gates-whats-really-behind-the-zika-fear-campaign/

AND they have started spraying in NYC, Now as I understand it, they have sprayed before for things like west Nile...let's just hope they are really using the nontoxic stuff.
http://pix11.com/2016/05/13/these-nyc-areas-will-be-sprayed-with-zika-preventing-larvicides/

Since we’ve covered a lot of ground here today, I will not give you any more information about Monsanto, but I leave you with this:

The AP reported Virginia Pressler, director of the Department of Health said:

“One of the things that this emergency declaration from the governor will allow us to do is that we can in fact enforce that we will come and take care of mosquitoes on a property that someone is refusing, because it is a public health emergency,”

 

Their logo is so fresh...looks so natural.

Now this is more like it.




And a final note of the Gate's meddling is when I recently heard that the Gates foundation has partnered with some more governments, nonprofits, and philanthropic orgs. to collect gender data (primarily of women of childbearing years and our children entering school), I thought this can't be good..and it's not, as their goals seem to be to collect a bunch of data on us even if it infringes on our rights and to get as many women on birth control as possible (and to increase sterilizations). 
Don't let the women's rights lingo fool you- this doesn't sound right:
  "Information on women’s economic activity, health, education, physical security, and other topics can be derived from big data sources as diverse as cell phones, remote sensors, and internet use. Analysis of cell phone data usage patterns can allow inferences to be made about women’s socioeconomic welfare, mobility patterns, and financial activity. Remote sensors could help reveal epidemiological trends of concern to women and provide information on physical access to markets, schools, clinics, and other essential services. Internet use, especially the expression of thoughts and emotions on social media platforms, could suggest insights into a wide variety of topics related to women’s welfare, including mental health, women’s political engagement, and societal attitudes about gender roles."
Taken from their website here:
http://data2x.org/partnerships/big-data-gender/


So say it with me, say it loud and proud, 
"Back off Billy G!"

God has been pushed away, ignored, and mocked for a very long time now. (this clock paints a devastating picture of our disobedience and selfishness): 

http://www.numberofabortions.com/

He is now permitting us to live amongst the hell we’ve created for ourselves. For a time that is. Soon all of us will have to choose a side- this is why this time of Mercy is so very, VERY important. This is why I try so hard to get people to answer the call- we must evangelize like never before. What an exciting time to be living in! Even though it is probable that it will take devastating warfare, disease, illness, government controlled tragedies, and even a probable economic collapse for people to tum to God, I eagerly await the aftermath of this time of great suffering which promises mass conversions, a rebuilding of our Church, a unification of the faithful, and most importantly, placing God back in the center of our lives and society. How I yearn for that day when we will exist in a world where God-fearing men are working together. There will still be those who give into the seductions of the evil one and it certainly won’t be heaven, but it will be blissful in that we will return to praising God and restoring order.